Oh, health and safety has just gone.
Well, like, they went about an hour ago now.
I'm trying to eat food, but I'm not doing too well on eating.
I had another allergy last night.
Dan, I can't remember.
We came in late last night because we did late night, didn't we?
So I came in, went to bed, fell asleep, and then he came in and I didn't hear him come in and he was standing there saying, do you want anything now before I go to bed?
I've got some pizza pockets.
I said, oh, I'll have two pieces of toast, just marmalade on them.
Nice bread, but it had seeds on it.
Well, 20 minutes.
I was screaming, rolling round in agony.
I don't know what it is.
I'm going to have to have a full allergy test.
I've just washed the floor by it, you know.
A bit dirty it was.
You could see it with the sunlight now.
It's stunning up here, especially with our market down now.
Absolutely stunning.
I've got to resell a bag by there.
Guys, it's got to go.
£15.
Shoes £2 a pair.
I'll do the job lot.
£20.
Yeah, so they came in.
So they said, well, we won't lie to you, Jane.
They said they'd just been online again reporting it.
I said, all right, OK, what have they reported this for today?
Too much stuff.
I said, oh, I can't help it.
I'm so popular.
I said, and they keep uploading all these sexy pictures of me.
Have you seen them with the machine gun and the...
in the hot tub and things?
And I said, and the thing is, you know, maybe I'm not a sexy person, but they keep AI moderators in them as well.
So they make me look better than what I am.
And they were laughing.
And I said, it's ridiculous.
Like, you know, they're just obsessed.
I mean, they've tried logging into my Facebook today.
What's that going to achieve?
Just that and never when?
Oh, they're obsessed with me, aren't they?
Flow have come up nice anyway.
So anyway, they've passed us.
They've said, you've still got a lot of stuff.
I said, well, I'm always going to have a lot of stuff.
We're maximalists.
We're not minimalist.
You're never going to come in here and it's going to be like a minimalist place.
She said, but I can see stuff have gone.
I said, yeah, we got rid of a lot at the baby shower.
I said, because we just said, take it in the end, you know, and we had bouncers because we had about 10 bouncers and they were just like two pound each time.
Go.
We did really well.
And then customers were coming in and buying stuff when they were here.
And like I said, I've got stuff out because I'm working it.
You know, I've got stuff by you because I'm working it.
And she said, oh, well, this lot's gone.
I said, yeah, that's gone.
We did job lot bags on the pound stuff.
I said, I've got this coming into place.
We've got a big we've got a company that we're working with now and we got going to have bins out, you know, so that I can say to people, if you've got cheap clothes, it's a bit bubbly, a bit rough, maybe a bit stained.
Put them in the bins.
Don't bring them to the shops.
Only bring the good stuff to the shops.
So I said, that'll take the pressure off with the clothes, the shoes, the bags and stuff that might not be as good, you know, because they can go in our personalized recycling bins, which is another stream of income for us.
And we're still recycling.
I don't like these bins because you know how much bad press they get with the rubbish out the front.
If it's all around them, I don't like them.
But, you know, it's go big or go home time now.
I showed them the mystery boxes to get rid of stuff.
I said, look, I've been reducing the prices on stuff.
We've still got to spend ten, get five pounds worth of stock, but it's ten, get ten pounds worth of stock.
You know, oh, that's a nice necklace.
Look where that came from.
Look at that.
Proper nice.
Look at that.
Go nice with that, actually, wouldn't it?
Perhaps I should put that on there because it'd look nice.
Well, I think that's just a jumper, but it goes nice with that.
Lady buys something from there, so they do go.
And like I said to them, I add brass items that I know for a fact that these brass items have been kicking around since Risca shop, Big Risca.
I said, and they're here now and they sold the other day.
And yes, it's taken three years for them to sell, but they've gone.
You know, stuff I put out yesterday gone from there, you know, and then stuff other stuff sits around.
So they were here for a while because they they've seen a few things and they I think they were watching me.
We were customers as well.
I know customers were getting on and they I think they spoke to a few customers and they were like, yeah, it's full.
But that's what recycling shops are like.
That's what the shop down the road is like.
That's what so-and-so shop is like.
You know, what do you expect?
It's not like we just sell one thing.
It's not like if you come in here and we just sold tables and chairs, we could lay it out tidy.
But we recycle everything, don't we?
It got a bit cold now, it stopped.
Oh, put these on.
I mean, I know I was sugar then.
Oh, I was rough last night.
And you know me, I got I got about 50 pairs of socks on.
Right.
I still got my woody trousers on.
Right.
I feel a cold something awful since I lost weight, guys.
Right.
Stay fat.
Stay fat and happy, guys.
And I still got jumper on today and vest and everything.
And last night, I just I had the pain in my stomach.
I was on the floor.
I said to Daniel, Daniel, I'm rough.
I said, give me some water with some ice in it, because I got an ice maker.
I said, just give me normal water with ice in it.
And I said, get that fan.
Roy and Helen, sorry, I was shaking my leg.
I was going for it then.
It's one of my stimming things.
You know, I got to do a leg shake.
I've had complete strangers slap my leg.
So I need to stop shaking.
And I said to Daniel, I'm so ill.
Roy and Helen give us a pile of stuff because they've sold their dad's house when he passed away.
And they've given us loads of stuff.
And they give us a massive, really heavy fan.
I said, oh, that looks good.
When we keep that for the summer, I said, go and get that fan.
But Daniel had to have the extension lead.
He poked it in through the bathroom door and put the fan on me.
And this was like a stupid o'clock last night.
It must have been like 12 o'clock by the time I was in a state.
I had to strip off and I had the fan on me.
And Dan had to stay outside the door, you know, because I was stripped off.
I was in a state.
And then I went to bed and I had the fan on me.
And previous to that, I was sleeping on an electric blanket.
And then me and Princess, they put an electric blanket on top of us, plus all the covers.
I think it was the seeds on the bread.
Well, I'm just assuming that because everybody's...
You think that straight away, don't you, with allergies?
And then I had to take a morphine pill.
And I said to Dan, get me a morphine out of the box, you know.
And he got me a morphine pill and I took it.
And it took about 20 minutes to kick in, but the pain went.
And I said, oh my God.
I said, what if I wake up and the pain's back?
I had pain with my stomach, GI tract.
Nothing came out.
Nothing came up.
Nothing came out.
But whatever it was, again, last night was a food reaction.
And I hadn't eaten that much all day.
I'd had what they call the mug shots.
You know, where they have like a pasta in a mug type thing.
And I had two of those.
And I may have had a banana, I can't remember.
But that was before I even left the house.
Because I like the mug shots more than this pasta now.
But it wasn't filling enough just to have two.
This is filling just to have one.
But I'm struggling to swallow this today.
But definitely having some sort of food allergy going on.
Oh my God, awful.
So anyway, they reported us to Health and Safety.
They came out.
They said, you've still got too much stuff.
I said, well, what do you want me to do about it?
I can't help it.
That is my job.
Recycling, like a motherfucker.
What do you want me to do?
You know, I said, I can't take it any cheaper than I'm doing it.
I said, we're cheaper than anywhere else.
You know, I said, I could put it all up for 50p.
I said, let it go.
But then I got a full three or four days pricing it to get it back out.
That's the trouble if you sell it too cheap.
You're constantly having to do stock replay.
So you need to have a baseline price anyway.
And the problem is, if I was selling everything at 50p a year, it's going to sell to the other charity shops because they're not selling theirs at 50p.
Right?
And they're going to be like, well, you know, it's the same with Barnardo's in Blackwood.
They sell stuff too cheap.
Oh, I might have to watch my bras a minute now.
I've got a couple of school kids going past.
I get a bit excited on the, on the bras.
What's he doing by you now?
Oh, that's good.
I don't know.
What was he up to?
All right, guys?
Yeah.
Yeah?
They're not too bad.
They're looking at the, um...
What are they called?
The Nerf guns?
Bit of a gundy all around.
Um...
At a time of year now when they're looking at Super Soakers, perhaps, and Nerf guns.
Um...
I can't remember what he's saying, though.
Oh, yeah.
Oh, for heaven's sake.
Anyway, like I said, what can I do?
Like, you know, what can I do?
You know, this is the name of the game.
This is what we're doing.
It's never going to change.
You can come back in ten years' time.
It's going to be just as full, but with different stuff.
You know?
So they were like, well, yeah.
Okay, we're still happy to work with you.
I said, fantastic.
Fantastic, innit?
Because, you know, what are we going to do?
We've got two options.
Pack up.
And give it up.
And I'll be honest with you, retail isn't the best at the moment, guys.
Everybody is struggling.
Um...
Oh, and we had loads of people in.
It was like a bus trip.
Oh.
It was like a bus trip.
There were so many people came in.
I was like, oh, God.
You know?
And, of course, they wouldn't talk to me in front of their customers.
I was like, oh...
So they were your ages.
Oh, God.
Anyway, they've seen how we interact with customers, and they've seen how customers interact with the shop.
And how they get on.
And they want a single customer come in and say it was too much.
They said, oh, it's full.
And I said, yeah, that's why we're on offer.
But they want a single customer that walked out because it was too full.
But, yeah, like I said to them, you know, we need a plan going forward now because we're just going to get bigger.
We're just looking to expand.
We're waiting on funding.
We've started to drip, drip the funding coming in.
We've had so much towards...
We haven't had it yet.
But we had quite a bit.
And we had nearly 2,000 towards the running costs of Risca.
3,100 towards the running costs of the donation centre.
We might be entitled to more.
I've got to get hold of them.
So I'm still waiting on Caerphilly Shop and I haven't heard nothing about Pontypool Shop yet.
To go towards the running costs.
And that comes off councils and people like that, you know.
Town councils, councils, people like that.
But we still haven't heard of the National Lottery yet.
So hang on in there, guys.
Because if we got...
If the National Lottery come back and they say, oh yeah, we'll let you use your funding for two years, then I'll pay you guys two years, you know.
Because it's got to go.
There's no point in sitting in my bank account for two years.
It'll be paid out straight for the running costs, you know.
We don't...
We do need a van.
We need a looting van.
But I can put off a grant for a looting van for at least another year.
But the drive is empty now, ready for one.
But like I said to them, you know, this is...
This is the turning point now.
We're at the crossroads now.
Do we stay as we are?
Do we pack up and give it up?
Which we probably will never do.
Because I've got nothing else to do with my life.
I'm bored stiff, man.
I'm going to take the mick out of the haters.
Or do we go big?
Go big or go home?
And I said, I think it's going to go big.
I said, and this is what these haters can see.
Because they know about the haters online.
And I said, you can see what they're like.
And this is what they don't like.
Is we're about to get bigger.
We're about to expand.
We're about to go big.
And that's what they don't like.
Because we're going to be bigger than them.
So I noticed that I think it was the one charity put up a disclaimer or something.
Saying they're not under investigation.
You're lying.
You are under investigation.
And the council have looked into it.
And that's why you weren't subsidized again.
Don't lie.
You're also on bail.
Because you've been arrested for the abuse you've been sending me.
And the abusive messages you've been sending me.
Don't lie.
You will get caught out.
Trust me.
We've already shut three charities down.
You've already lied on multiple accounts.
Remember when you said somebody must have...
Somebody must have...
Somebody must have breached my emails for three years.
And been making complaints about Jane behind my back.
Bullshit.
Own up to it.
So yeah, we passed health and safety.
So who will I ring now next week?
Who can I ring next week?
Because we've had Trading Standards out.
They told us about the wool.
That's a new thing.
And the wool teddies.
And I just noticed this one up there as well.
Plus the wool teddies.
I haven't just got to have a fire label on them guys.
They've got to have a label to say they're not suitable for children.
I've written it down.
I've got a list.
Back of a sticker.
I've got a list of stuff that I've got to chase up and get done.
I've ordered the stickers online.
Because I thought, well shall I make them?
And I thought, oh do you know what?
They were only like £3 for like £500.
So I thought, oh just order them online.
And then they're printed for you, innit?
So...
Things like China dolls need to have a sticker on them now.
They've been separated.
We've got to sign up.
But they need to have a separate sticker on every one.
And...
Let me see if I can see them now.
I've got my glasses on.
See, I'm up there.
I'm going to have to get him down now.
Those two policemen.
And the one next to him is like a rugby player.
They've got to come off.
Because although I've got vintage handmade on them.
They now have to have not suitable for children on them.
Because they're handmade.
I don't know why.
I don't make up the rules.
It's just more bloody work for me sometimes.
So I've got to...
Same as the chicks.
Which is a bummer because they make these for Lindra.
Now I was going to get them to make...
I was going to get people to make me booties.
And put eggs in the booties.
But it's too much...
For the amount of effort now we've got to put on.
They're not suitable for children.
Which that's what we're aiming them at.
And fire labels.
Is it worth the ass I like?
It's not.
Forget that.
Do something else.
Make blankets.
It's easier.
So I've done that.
I've taken the wool off.
It's all in a bag there.
Because we've got to sew the labels.
Then a lady bought in a pile of labels.
She said these are the ones you've got to have.
So thank you for that.
Sold some stuff there.
Because I put stuff there the other day.
That's lovely.
Came in.
The window needs another clean now.
But that's nearly down out there now.
It's fantastic.
This is a bit disheveled.
We're a bit disheveled over here.
I think somebody was having a look earlier.
Because that was up there.
Because that's a big bag of wool.
So I think somebody had been in the window.
And had a bit of a disheveled.
Got a bit of wool there.
The other thing is.
I was thinking last night.
You know.
In the middle of having a blum in.
Needing a bloody epi pen.
As soon as I get this epi pen.
I'm just going to keep stabbing.
Because last night was awful.
I didn't think I'd need an ambulance now.
So if you've only got that amount of wool.
And you've been knitting bonnets.
Because that's the only amount of wool you've got.
And you're like.
Well I can't knit a blanket.
Because that's all I've got left.
If you want to knit something.
Do me a favour.
Knit that into a close knitted panel.
Just a square or a rectangle.
Because I'll give it to my knitters.
Or hang onto it.
And they'll sew it into a blanket.
And use it as a panel in a blanket.
Or just donate us the wool.
It's up to you.
But if you just want to do like.
That size blanket.
Or that size panel.
That's fine.
Because they'll just use it in another one.
So that's where we've been.
I've got a lady coming back for these.
That's what we've been up to.
I've got some CDs to clean.
They're a bit dusty.
And then I was going to crack on with the 3 million VHS's we had in.
But then they came in and I was like.
Oh my god.
Here we go now.
But they seemed alright today.
It's just a waste of time now.
I mean they're just obsessed with their AIA pictures.
And all the rest of it.
Yes, I've used air rifles and stuff when I was in cadets.
You know.
But I'm making pictures of people like machine guns grow up.
I know who the guy is.
These...
My friends.
Lovely girl.
Ex-husband.
Cheated on her.
Loads.
5 lovely children.
She's a lovely person.
Cheated on her.
Used to work away.
Used to take this woman away with him.
And other women away with him as well.
In the van.
So you can't do that when you're a lorry driver.
Then he was trying...
He's always been a wannabe.
Adrian.
Always been a wannabe.
Right?
And...
He's the type of person you see him coming.
He's like...
You know, walk the other way.
Or just cross the street trying to avoid him.
He's one of them people.
And...
He was pretending...
To be a pedophile hunter.
And...
He had the police sent to his house...
Because he was using photos of his daughter.
Now, the people who do the stings...
For the pedophile hunters...
They use, like, pictures of, like...
The 40-year-old women or men.
They're like 40, but for when they were younger.
And the pedophile hunting groups have come...
Along quite far now.
Because not only do they post the information they got...
Because when they first started they were quite vigilante.
But they're not now.
So they're much more controlled.
And now they actually post the outcome of people being charged.
But he was bullshit.
It was just, he had no friends.
And wanted somebody to talk to him.
And he's like, I'm on a sting, guys.
I'm on a sting.
Are you on a sting?
You're in work.
I asked your wife, I said, will you?
She said, I don't know what he's doing.
Anyway, he got pulled up by the police for it.
And then that was the start of the end.
And it was the best thing that ever happened.
That he went off with another woman who had learning difficulties.
You know, because nobody else would take him on.
Right.
She's a lovely person.
Best thing that could have ever happened to her.
And she's with a nice guy now.
But we had issues with him.
Back then.
Was obsessed.
You know, like when they poke you on Facebook and stuff.
Remember when they used to do the poke on Facebook?
And he's like, are you vlogging?
Always be him doing the...
And be like, oh, just block him in the end.
Do you know what I mean?
Oh, he's just one of those people.
But I've been waiting for him.
Because he's been banging on about putting photos on of me.
What's he doing with photos of me?
I haven't seen him in like 15, 20 years.
And he's got photographs.
He's still got photographs of me.
Like...
Oh my god.
I'm going to put me off my dinner, yeah.
I've been marching him.
On the haters group.
For about two weeks going on about these pictures of me.
And now all of a sudden they've surfaced.
And they're AI and what have you.
And machine gun and other stuff.
And I'm like, oh, you creep.
Why have you got pictures of me?
But I've got it all saved.
I've already reported him to the police.
And so we'll pass that on to the police now.
Because, you know, that's malicious.
Altering pictures of AI.
Technology without putting permission.
That is malicious.
And if anybody knows him.
Nobody's like, he's a dickhead.
Everybody knows him.
Guess who he knows from up there.
That's why.
Just trying to make himself look more important.
The more he is.
You know what I mean?
And then the police rang me about a different fella.
That's been sending me abusive messages.
So I'm hoping they have this one.
Because I've got two others that have sent me abusive messages.
So, fingers crossed.
They didn't have quite enough to arrest him on.
But they have now.
They might arrest him.
He might admit it.
He might just get a community resolution order.
But at least this is starting it, guys.
Community resolution order is like when they go on a course to teach him how to behave.
Teach him how to grow up.
I should imagine it's like a speed awareness course.
You know, when you go on one of them.
So, I don't know.
You might have to do like, voluntary stuff.
I don't know.
I don't know how it works.
They seem to be pushing it a bit more.
I don't know what to do with these community resolution orders now.
Rather than it going to court.
Because things get thrown out so much in court.
Over technical issues.
You know, if they admit that they've been messaging me.
And being nasty to me online.
Then obviously they'll get a lighter sentence.
When they...
Look at him laughing.
Ah ha ha.
Look at the haters laughing on the post.
Look at that.
Got paid for that.
What I should do is screenshot the ones watching at the top.
Should we do that?
I'll still connect them.
Because the ones at the top are the ones that's not on my profile.
They're on the top.
One's on the left.
On my left.
You guys are seeing our account.
But the ones on the top are the ones that are stalking us.
Shadows, aren't they?
Two of them are gone.
Two of them logged out a bit quick then.
Another one gone.
What I should do is video this, shouldn't I?
Video the live on a different phone.
So yeah, they're going to have him.
So I'm pleased really because he sent quite a few worrying messages and when I blocked him on Facebook he was there messaging me on TikTok.
God, these people are obsessed with me.
And then we've had somebody who wanted to volunteer and then involved themselves on the other group.
After I told her not to.
And now she's regretting it now.
Because we pay our volunteers £11 an hour in stock.
Which is tax free.
You won't get that anywhere else.
No one else is paying any volunteer that.
Plus we have other expenses you can claim.
Plus we do tea and coffee and snacks and what have you.
And um Micromeal if you want one.
You know.
And we're looking to start paying people £13 an hour as well.
Because we've applied for wages.
Grants for wages.
So...
But I'm not going to... What's that big thing up there?
Like a big cage above him.
Perhaps that's to stop anything falling on him perhaps.
I don't know if you can see it, it's a bit bright.
I think it's like a cage on top of the digger or whatever it is.
Just in case, because they're demolishing something falling on him.
Like I thought you'd put something over the thing.
So yeah, that's where we're at guys now.
Still too much stock.
Still too much stock.
Still being stalked within an inch of my life.
Yeah, well so, you know, that's where we're at now.
So the only people who...
You know, we say to all our volunteers don't get involved or nothing online.
I say to the mothers when they come in and say just don't get involved.
Let me deal with it.
All you need to do is word of mouth keep telling people how important, you know, how important the work we're doing is.
To tell people, if this is James Baby Bank say hang on now, hang on now.
These are all haters.
This is such and such.
She's shut this one down, she's shut that one down.
She's in the process of shutting this one down.
Word of mouth is what we need guys.
Oh, I can't believe how ill I was last night.
And it lasted for about 30 minutes.
And I tell you why I was at the point of ringing an ambulance.
Because I was in so much pain.
I don't know what it is.
A lot of people when they get to like my age sort of menopausal age.
Sometimes you develop allergies and stuff or your allergies that you add get worse.
But the only thing...
because I had those two mug shots and I'd had them a lot earlier and then I'd come home, gone to sleep just like fell asleep while I was on my phone sort of thing, out of it.
Woke up and Dan was there and then I had two pieces of toast but I had like multi grains on the tops and nuts and marmalade and I've had tonnes of the marmalade and I think it's only like a smart price one.
It won't do you what marmalade.
So I just don't know.
But I know a lady who used to have allergies and she was gluten free and she had a...
what's the butter when you've got a special butter?
Is it lactose?
I don't know.
Anyway, she had... and her husband she was ill one day when I was working with her and she had to go home and what it was, her husband had used the same knife to butter her gluten free bread as his bread from his butter, even though it was her butter.
And that's what they'd figured out she'd done.
And she had...
she was doubled up with stomach cramps and she had to go home, she couldn't even work like, you know, and she was rough fair play to her.
I just hope it's not now.
Because I love my food and the last thing I want to be doing now is saying I can't eat this.
I've ordered some more rice cakes just in case.
Oh my god.
My aunt used to live on rice cakes and peppermint tea.
I think I can't be doing that.
I'd go nuts if I got to live like that.
I love my food.
Proper food.
I like tasting stuff.
I like going places and tasting new stuff.
Even if I don't eat it, like, I'll have a go.
But oh god, I was so...
I tell you what, I was crying and I was at the point of ringing an ambulance last night.
It was only because we took the...
Dan put the fan on me and all I could see was his hand coming through the door because I'd stripped off in the bathroom and he was like poking it through with the extension lead.
And as soon as he put the fan on me I was alright, but I could...
my face was sweating.
And I was like, oh, this is ridiculous.
This is beyond...
and I couldn't stand up because I was doubled over.
So as soon as he put the fan on me I started to calm down a bit and I think the morphine pill had kicked in and I went and lay on the bed and I said, right, bring the fan in here.
Put it on the stool next to me.
I said...
So I had everything there and I had a backup pill just in case.
I thought, oh my god.
But I didn't take any allergy pills last night.
Which I only take them as and when.
But I didn't take any.
So whatever it was, I don't know.
I was in so much pain.
In the middle because Dan even googled appendicitis and then gallbladder because I was just screaming in pain like.
But that's more like on your side rather than in the middle.
But like in the middle of my stomach.
Like when you have an acid you know like when you have an acid.
Like that but it was an acid.
Oh god it was dreadful.
Absolutely awful.
And do you know what?
I was eating a toast and I thought oh it's the best bit of toast I've had in ages.
A lovely bit of bread like you know.
And I thought oh I've really enjoyed Dan two pieces of toast like that now tonight.
And the cats, they didn't know what to do.
They were like oh my god, oh my god she's in a state.
They kept warning kept poking me to see if I'm still alive.
He's in a state.
It's awful these food allergies in it.
But no wonder they're so big on food allergies in schools and stuff because how you can go from being well to being really unwell in seconds you know.
But my airways one closed up and I think I was just boiling hot.
I felt sick.
And I just thought you know I went in the bathroom because it was cooler and I started running water and was splashing my face with the water because I just felt boiling on my face.
And I was just lying there and I was thinking oh my god what if I'm going to be sick now?
I felt sick and I tried to be sick.
I'm one of those people I'm useless at being sick.
I can't be sick to save my life.
I'm dreadful.
And I was lying there and rolling around and I was like oh my god I'm going to be sick.
I'm going to be sick.
I'm one of them people.
And my parents have said to me in the past shut up.
I'm like no no it makes me feel better.
If I say I'm sick or I'm in pain or I'm in pain it makes me feel better.
Oh my god I was just rolling around in agony.
Probably screaming my head off.
Neighbours probably think of Jesus what's going on in there?
Oh I was in a state.
So I said to Daniel well next time we pass the bread like.