Hi, guys.
I haven't done a lot of videos.
I've been busy.
I've been too busy, Phil.
Sorry.
Sorry, but we got the number now.
Do you know what I mean?
I'm too busy now.
Too busy dealing with emails, you know.
How many pads can you take, Jane?
As many pads as you can give me.
We love pads.
We'll use them for sandwiches.
Send them over.
Right, so the haters have reported us already to the council for applying for pads.
Right, so council, they've got some sort of document off the council saying they have nothing to do with us.
Well, that's bizarre because I pay my bills to the council, so if you have nothing to do with us, perhaps I'll withdraw my payments, do they?
And we've had grants off the council, so I don't know what the council are talking about.
Maybe they just go on or just tell them we've done over they are.
So yeah, I've just been busy dealing with emails guys and sending stuff off now because, well, what I really need now is somebody like a grants manager to come in and like, I don't know, part-time hours and just keep doing all the emails because now on top of everything else we've got to keep applying for stuff.
Applied for a couple of grants today.
I think one was 10,000.
It'd be nice if we got that, wouldn't it?
But you've got to use it for what you say.
So you can't, I can't just have 10,000 and then say let's go on holiday.
I'd like to just to annoy the haters.
But I can't do that, right?
And I can't say if we get a grant for food for the food bank, then I've got to buy food.
I can't buy nappies for the food bank.
You've got to be specific, yeah?
Otherwise you could lose out on a grant next time round, see?
You could lose your eligibility.
So we've got to do it right, haven't we guys?
And we've been as transparent as we can with people.
So yes, and I haven't been too well.
I've been backing for the doctors, but I thought it was my diabetes.
I was like, oh no, I've been eating so much junk.
That's it now.
Dan was saying, oh you're type 1 diabetes now.
You've messed it up now.
Eating all the junk.
I'm not a very healthy person, but there we are.
Is anybody today?
And it wasn't.
He was adamant before he even went in there.
I was like, oh my diabetes, I'm sorry, I've been eating crap.
He was like, no, it's nothing to do with that.
He said, it's your bloods.
I said, oh no, I think it's my diabetes.
He was like, it's nothing to do with your diabetes.
He said, it's your bloods.
I was like, oh right, okay.
He said, they're low and they're going down lower.
So he said, we've got to figure out what's going on.
He said, you've either got to bleed somewhere that we don't know about, or it's the aplastic anemia.
So I might have to go back for more cameras.
Oh my god, up the bubble.
It's like big brother up there.
Um, and because that's the only other place I'm going to be losing it from, you see.
Um, and I've had the CT scan, did that.
They were quick, they were good.
They didn't even have a gown on this time.
They just said, don't get in there, if you've got anything metal on your trousers, you'll be alright.
So anyway, had the CT scan.
I did ask him.
She said, oh I can't tell you that.
She said, we're not going to know if it's shrinking.
Because I was feeling unwell, you see.
I was like, oh no, it hasn't reattached, or we're not growing another tumor, or whatever.
Um, you know, that's that's what I wanted to know, really.
But they wouldn't let me know.
So I've got to wait.
Not a lot they can do with that, is it guys?
Sometimes they've told me.
Sometimes they've just alluded to a place.
So anyway, let's hope it's all going in the right direction.
Um, so yes, there we are.
We're having spag ball tonight.
Dan's got to pick up some stuff, and then I forgot that we had pizza bases from the church.
So I've ordered some stuff to go on the pizzas.
The tomato and basil stuff.
Some mozzarella.
And then I thought, well, you know, the cooking bacon.
The misshapes of the bacon.
You can guess.
Oh, let's have a bacon, a mozzarella and a cheese.
Pizza tomorrow, is it?
Should we do that?
I've made pizza for years.
I used to make a musical one.
French bread.
You know, cut it in half, put it under the grill, and then put it.
That's always a nice thing to do with the kids.
Check out to a French, uh, a French bread pizza.
Um, so yeah, I've been busy, guys.
And I've been doing some bits and bobs.
And I haven't been doing nights for a while, because I haven't been very well.
Um, so I probably won't do any nights now until, like, I'm back on holidays.
I'm on a proper whiten down for holidays.
I'm like, ooh, let's go.
So, I think we might do a Christmas party next year, but I think I'm going to hand it over to the volunteers to do, because, uh, me being such a control freak is, I wouldn't be as relaxed as I am now, ready to go on holiday.
So, what I'm thinking is, perhaps if I hand it over to the volunteers to deal with, um, you know, I don't think we can go far wrong.
So, if you've planned a kid's birthday party, you ain't going to go far wrong here with doing a Christmas party.
And it's not like I ain't going to be here, right?
So, if you're like, oh my god, we've got Easter eggs and a set of selection boxes, we'll just roll with it, yeah?
We'll just roll with it anyway, guys.
Um, you know, I can't see it going wrong.
So, I think next year we'll get a couple of the volunteers to step up.
They can step up anyway, don't they?
And they can plan the Christmas party.
And then I won't have nothing to do with the Christmas party.
I just need to turn up and man the shops on the day, and, uh, I won't have to be stressed out about worrying about it and all the rest of it.
That'd be great.
So, there's been a few things chucked up on the website today.
I'm absolutely obsessed.
They're absolutely obsessed.
I've done three rounds of singing Never Ending Story, right?
Scrolling through it.
Honestly, right?
Honestly.
I was like, good god.
Well, apparently now I've got bone marrow cancer.
I've got bone marrow cancer.
I've got aplastic anemia.
Read what it says on Google.
I've had aplastic anemia for a long time, and I've been ill for a long time.
And then they're like, oh, I think she's got fibroid.
Like, honestly, wake up, guys, right?
Do you really, really think they'd say to me, oh, you can't go to work.
You've got fibroids.
You've got fibroids and you've got bone marrow cancer.
Shut up, you bloody fools.
And I actually know where I'm at, and it distracts me.
And then some woman's going on about how it distracts me.
And I'm like, what?
What am I even reading anymore?
Unbelievable.
And then somebody else was like, where's all your volunteers?
Where they should be.
Mind your own business.
They're obsessed, aren't they, guys?
And then Sherlock is saying, oh, no, they won't be able to get anything off your phones.
The police won't be able to download anything off your phones, guys.
I'm pretty sure, right, if I smashed my phone with a brick and threw it in a river and peed in the river, 20 years later they'd be able to get that out of there, download what's on it and get a fingerprint of it.
I'm quite sure they would.
OK, it's amazing what they can do with technology.
So you will get caught, and if there's anything on your phone to show you've had involvement on it, you will be in trouble because you are breaking the law.
And you are victimizing me.
So there we are, you know, there we are, aren't it, guys?
So, anyway, sorry I've been too busy, Phil.
I've been too busy to do any videos.
Did it miss me?
I expect it didn't.
Missed me ranting, didn't it?
There's anything new on the other side?
Oh, yeah, there is some new stuff.
There is, erm, erm, with the pantry.
They know the pantry.
What's it called, HCT?
Yeah, there is other stuff that's flagging up now.
So she's gone before she pushed.
She was pushed, yeah.
Otherwise, the whole thing would have been shut down.
Erm, yeah, yeah, so, you know...
Yeah, and on the website, they were like, oh, she ain't going because of you.
Well, that's what she said in her post.
She was going because of me.
One of the two.
One of the two.